When I look at the stars

I see someone else

Patterns & how they change the visable world

Is there a reason why the rain only falls on your head
It just doesn't seem right at all

Even the mighty sky can't fill the space you left behind

So I just visited my little brother for the last time, seeing him again was so sad, his face so pale. I'll make him proud, proud to have me as an older brother

Psychology IS AWESOME

Don't drink Fiji water if you care about the envirement, real talk

Grief

I havent't felt sadness for the longest time, it just hit me. I don't really care about anything anymore. I gotta stay strong though, my little brother wouldn't want to see me like this so for him I'll keep my head up.

Speachless

Dad came in my room and told me there was some bad news, i was curious what it was cause he's never approached me like this. So I found out my step father took the family to vegas and got in a car accident, My step dad had minor injuries, my mom in and out of a coma, Albert (oldest brother) needs surgery, Chris ( middle brother) minor injuries. Andres (youngest brother) dead, Grandma and Grampa dead. JEEZ wth I told my mom to make them wear their seatbelts man wth.

On the brighter side, I just got back home from camping and it was AWESOME!, Its funny how you think when you first meet someone, you'll probably never see them again, and then you end up going camping with them haha. I found some sand dollars!! they look so awesome. Thank you Bryan, Johnathan, Joseph, Danielle, Mary, David.

Oh man I can't believe my little brother is dead, at age 6.... he was my favorite, pray for him please

I'm so glad

to see you as the person you were before, and I'm so glad that she loves me even though I don't deserve it