My Soldier

Things have been going real good, recently everyone's been happy. I m excited for the choir concert , it's in 30 minutes =D. Today was pretty fun, after school Reggie, Brendan , Kelvin, Vy, Marc, and Reyna came over. Reggie Reyna And I ate a third of a watermelon, it was so satisfying. At 3:30 everyone left except Marc and Reyna, they went to my tutoring place with me, but the lady didn't let them in :l. we we just chilled out back. OKAY Reyna and Marc just woke up We're gonna go to the choir concert now, bye everyone

Mom?

Today was a really fun day, Khoi invited me over. Marc, Kevin Manuel, Rudy, Jun, Kevin Subac, and Paul were there too. It was SO hot today, good thing we had a slip n slide =D, oh and water balloons too. Khoi's mom is such a good cook, I wish my mom could cook that like. Looking at Khoi and his mom today really made me think. Where is my mom? Have I forgotten about her? Thinking about it made me feel bad. Its been over a month since I last visited her, and I didn't think about her on mother's day. Even though she's done me wrong, even though I don't like who she is, despite all that crap she put my dad and I through, she's still my mother. I hope she didn't think that I abandoned her. How long can I hold a grudge for? holding grudges never does anyone any good anyways. I'm going to visit her on friday.


I can't believe this is happening, eversince that day, I've found myself whispering your name in my head every 5 seconds. How could this happen to you? the only one that has never done me wrong, the only one that I can really say that I love without a doubt. The one whom I"ve looked up to for so long. The one who showed me what it felt like to be truely happy. I'm devastated, but for you, I'll be strong.

Stranger, You and I

Hello blog, it's been a while. 3 months? So much to catch up on.

I've been doing good, I've found a new way to deal with my problems, I haven't been down in so long and i hope it stays this way . I don't really remember what I did in the past 3 months. Oh boy, where to start? Hmm many things have happened, I go to this Tutoring place now, it's called Khai tri, I thought it was gonna be boring, but boy I was wrong. The people there are AWESOME. My tutor looked like a lazy ass at first, but I was wrong, he's hella cool, he dances =p. There are other people at my tutoring place too, Johnathan and Anh . They keep me from boredom.

hmm Prom, I originally didn't want to go to prom, but I changed my mind last minute. I asked Sheila to prom with a pinyata, It was actually pretty fun haha. I thought prom was going to be cool, but oh man was I wrong, It was probably the best night I've had this year. It was AWESOME the Food, decorations, people, and music caught me by surprise. My ears are still ringing, but it was so worth it. Seeing everyone all dressed up and having the time of their lives, It was priceless.

Change, there has been MANY changes in the past 3 months. Like every year, the people that were once close don't feel that close anymore, but that's just life, nothing lasts forever. I finally got closer to my old friends, boy have I missed you guys. I finally understand many things I've lacked to understand a while ago.