Mom?

Today was a really fun day, Khoi invited me over. Marc, Kevin Manuel, Rudy, Jun, Kevin Subac, and Paul were there too. It was SO hot today, good thing we had a slip n slide =D, oh and water balloons too. Khoi's mom is such a good cook, I wish my mom could cook that like. Looking at Khoi and his mom today really made me think. Where is my mom? Have I forgotten about her? Thinking about it made me feel bad. Its been over a month since I last visited her, and I didn't think about her on mother's day. Even though she's done me wrong, even though I don't like who she is, despite all that crap she put my dad and I through, she's still my mother. I hope she didn't think that I abandoned her. How long can I hold a grudge for? holding grudges never does anyone any good anyways. I'm going to visit her on friday.


I can't believe this is happening, eversince that day, I've found myself whispering your name in my head every 5 seconds. How could this happen to you? the only one that has never done me wrong, the only one that I can really say that I love without a doubt. The one whom I"ve looked up to for so long. The one who showed me what it felt like to be truely happy. I'm devastated, but for you, I'll be strong.